self portrait (2011)

blossom

a mind is still a mind when all things are forgotten

insanity shoots through the veins like heroin

by golly:

its a disease!

oh,

please

peak

"peak"

peak into the holes of my heart

there are holes in my mind

find me

hide yourself in the discovery

of these new things you see

discovery

in a haze, i can see for days

in a fog is where i find myself

truthful workings of a mind

otherwise wasted, shambles

rambles

dambles

frambles

jambles

jingle

jangles

The Wall

You really aren't that cool for thinking it's not a good album.

blackened superstitions, i know are false all false again false, i proclaim: false.
these things you speak of are not the truth. again, i proclaim: false.
around others, the imagination runs wild and away
but here, i wish i stayed
slain
pain

the beauty of the naked, the beauty of the unseen truths that surround me
a photograph day, well-lit, but not too well because of my camera's imperfections
haunted by the past, unable to persevere, severe panic, oh: i panic.
panic
at a
picnic

i even panicked at the picnic where we sat, hand in hand
unable to release my thoughts or perhaps to transcribe them into words
interpretable to you or to me
with the sandwiches set out nicely
i forgot
to eat

Loneliness and Bright

when i feel feelings of loneliness and bright feelings of loneliness and the bright feelings, i kind of want to stay right here on earth for just a little while. oh, you can go first and i'll stay and smile. you can call it the beginning, i consider it a miraculous ending.

hairbrush

Now I know why people use these things.

never thought

when I was alone I never thought you would be so very alone when I was alone